There is no tomorrow...

First update in a long time and guess what... I've gained almost everything back! The scale is tipping at 244... And everyday I tell myself, "I'll get started tomorrow!" or "I went today I'm doing good I can eat that" Its BULL!! I talked myself into letting go! For no reason! When I started to gain weight again I was packing the food in! Why? I was uncomfortable being that full! Why did I keep going? Now at 244, I feel that constant grossness every second! Seriously... who's ready?