Motivation - Day 1

Ok so I'm going to start by trying to do what I used to do all the time! I'm fasting for 2 days! I use it to show myself that I can control my hunger! So no food! Water and juice only! until Friday morning! Lets hope I can find that motivation I'm looking for!

There is no tomorrow...

First update in a long time and guess what... I've gained almost everything back! The scale is tipping at 244... And everyday I tell myself, "I'll get started tomorrow!" or "I went today I'm doing good I can eat that" Its BULL!! I talked myself into letting go! For no reason! When I started to gain weight again I was packing the food in! Why? I was uncomfortable being that full! Why did I keep going? Now at 244, I feel that constant grossness every second! Seriously... who's ready?